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I feel like i'm gonna come unstuck any moment.
Copydex is good (if a little fishy smelling) but its not gonna hold this thing called life together for much longer...
Being at home seems to re-iterate how "weird" i am - how irrationally i must exist at uni...and yet none of my house mates seem to notice.
they must notice...i can't be that insignificant for them not to notice dammit. maybe they're just too scared to say anything.
aah i dunno - its not like i really care - just would be nice to know that im not blending into the wallpaper kinda thing, ya know?!
but at least the sun has been shining today - which has lifted my troubles marginally.
meh who am i kidding? troubles? i have no troubles. i just struggle to come to terms with the fact that i can feel this shitty for absolutely no goddamn reason.
i wish i could rid myself of all these evil thoughts like John Coffey - twould make life a hella lot easier.
hmm random post - think im done for now.
Copydex is good (if a little fishy smelling) but its not gonna hold this thing called life together for much longer...
Being at home seems to re-iterate how "weird" i am - how irrationally i must exist at uni...and yet none of my house mates seem to notice.
they must notice...i can't be that insignificant for them not to notice dammit. maybe they're just too scared to say anything.
aah i dunno - its not like i really care - just would be nice to know that im not blending into the wallpaper kinda thing, ya know?!
but at least the sun has been shining today - which has lifted my troubles marginally.
meh who am i kidding? troubles? i have no troubles. i just struggle to come to terms with the fact that i can feel this shitty for absolutely no goddamn reason.
i wish i could rid myself of all these evil thoughts like John Coffey - twould make life a hella lot easier.
hmm random post - think im done for now.