Have you ever heard a death rattle before?

[hamaguri]

I've been thinking about the "Big Sleep" a lot lately. You know, "the Dirt Nap" "Pushing Up Daisies" and all that. And how much i can't wait to get there. I think i just need a vacation big time. Not a huge one, just a few days of no work or school so i can clear my head and de-stress. I also think that at the end of the summer i'm going to

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[becky_kitty]

*huggles* I miss you too Stef!

And I don't worry about you with the smoking/drinking. You've always been capable of handling yourself that way.

I do worry about you feeling lonely though.

[jenanoelle]

*group hugs* (aha! we should do that.. get everyone we know into a hug somehow.)

..anyhow, right, I'm with Becky on this.. I don't worry about you like that. I know you can handle yourself whether you're substancing or not.. you have to admit, we've had some mighty fun times without anything more than lots of good friends around..

sometimes it's easy to lose perspective, I guess.. I do it all the time, I think everyone does.. just keep hanging in there, and it'll be summer before you know it! ..it's already April (and we still have snow :P), so there will be much hangage outtage over the summer.

[fireyally]

I miss and love you to Stef.
Even though its been the new thing that I haven't been around, don't think for a moment I enjoy it. I miss you and everybody and love when we're together.

You can do anything you put your mind too!
Take care of yourself my friend.

*lovehugsandallthegoodstuff*