the pressure's unreal, i'm not saying that it's not.
today was alright.
i wish i wasn't always so caught up with details. six months ago, today would have been perfect. six months ago, i was able to see the big picture. six months ago, little things like people giving me a weird look wouldn't have plagued my day. i am trying so hard to just look at today overall. not only looking at the bad things.
i love today's weather. it's warm with a cool breeze and the sun is out and its not very cloudy and when you walk on the sidewalks you crush leaves and it makes that little sound.
i don't know what i'm talking about.
the book i am reading makes me worried. worried about the future, worried about marriage. and i'm only a sophmore, i shouldn't be worried about marriage. but i am. and i don't know why. i don't think i want to get married. but i don't think now is the right time to make those decisions.
i wore jacks sweatpants to school today. i'm so bad ass. teehee.
i wish i wasn't always so caught up with details. six months ago, today would have been perfect. six months ago, i was able to see the big picture. six months ago, little things like people giving me a weird look wouldn't have plagued my day. i am trying so hard to just look at today overall. not only looking at the bad things.
i love today's weather. it's warm with a cool breeze and the sun is out and its not very cloudy and when you walk on the sidewalks you crush leaves and it makes that little sound.
i don't know what i'm talking about.
the book i am reading makes me worried. worried about the future, worried about marriage. and i'm only a sophmore, i shouldn't be worried about marriage. but i am. and i don't know why. i don't think i want to get married. but i don't think now is the right time to make those decisions.
i wore jacks sweatpants to school today. i'm so bad ass. teehee.