unimaginable....

[halostealer20]

Early this morning, Phoenix was on his way to Alabama to visit his family for Christmas. He was in a car accident at starlight and loop 410. My Roomates, my brothers, and my best friend, Phoenix Sylvan Asheral Crow Thornihill are no longer with us. He was hit by a drunk driver who was driving on the oppisite side of the road. He died painlessly and

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[panzermensch006]

I wish there was something I can say that would take your pain away but there are no magic words that can do that. All I can say to you is that you have the right to express your grief. No one wants to go through it but you must or it will eat you up farther than what it already has. No one wants to cry or be in pain. We do things to ourselves to try and numb the things that we feel. We drink. We drug. We sex ourselves up. Humans will do anything to keep the nagging pain of our daily lives from bubbling to the surface and coming out through our eyes and our outward emotions.

It saddened me when you told me that your friend had passed. It got me thinking about my life and how I make a huge deal of trivial things and that everything can be taken away from me in one swift action. No one knows why we are on this god for saken spinning rock but we have to at least try to make sense of the things that happen. I know that I couldn't make it through my life without my family and friends. True, they can't be around you to hold you up 24/7 but you can carry their love and support with you in your heart to make you stronger when you feel alone and when the pills are calling your name. We, your friends, are here for you. *hugs*