ahhhhh **is going insane**
well hey..hmm.
so the show was awesome.
im really proud of them all. and it was cool seeing everyone..well some of them.like abi,leanna,amy and some others.but it remided me of certian people i didnt want to see..or wanted to see but didnt want myself to want to see.
when casey and i first got there we saw christian, he just like looked at us then looked the othere way..fag.o well, then danny came out and was like hey, caseys like no hug? hes like haha no brittneys inside, i thought that was funny.
im trying to except things but it isnt working, i didnt mosh and that pissed me off. and its not like i didnt have he chance to but i dont know, i like just cant get into it anymore. i miss daniel like crazy, i wish we could go back to being good friends, now he wont even say hi no matter how hard i try to talk to him.
waynes pissed at me because he fucking askd me for my friends number and then his girlfriend found out and got mad. he really shouldnt have asked for a nother chicks number and its not like i told her.
i missed matt although ill never tell him that, and of course we kinda half assed talking to each other, as always.
i really try to read too much into things. and i make a big deal out of the stupid stuff, but im just not sure how not too.but im working on it. and im sorry if it annoys you, ive had recent complants about this so yeh.
after dannys band got off and all like half the crowd leftbut kevin and mike stayed so did amy,leann ( i can never spell her name) and i. so i talked to them. they actually said they thought that i thought i was too good to talk to them i was like what??? haha. so mike commented on my myspace saying i "looked good tonight" haha i didnt really know what to say to that but sureeeee. not that im interested in him at all. i dont think i want to like anyone for a long time. all the guys i get close to as friends or more just..well its all a cliche isnt it? o well.time to toughen up, hell starts in 3 days.
<3
so the show was awesome.
im really proud of them all. and it was cool seeing everyone..well some of them.like abi,leanna,amy and some others.but it remided me of certian people i didnt want to see..or wanted to see but didnt want myself to want to see.
when casey and i first got there we saw christian, he just like looked at us then looked the othere way..fag.o well, then danny came out and was like hey, caseys like no hug? hes like haha no brittneys inside, i thought that was funny.
im trying to except things but it isnt working, i didnt mosh and that pissed me off. and its not like i didnt have he chance to but i dont know, i like just cant get into it anymore. i miss daniel like crazy, i wish we could go back to being good friends, now he wont even say hi no matter how hard i try to talk to him.
waynes pissed at me because he fucking askd me for my friends number and then his girlfriend found out and got mad. he really shouldnt have asked for a nother chicks number and its not like i told her.
i missed matt although ill never tell him that, and of course we kinda half assed talking to each other, as always.
i really try to read too much into things. and i make a big deal out of the stupid stuff, but im just not sure how not too.but im working on it. and im sorry if it annoys you, ive had recent complants about this so yeh.
after dannys band got off and all like half the crowd leftbut kevin and mike stayed so did amy,leann ( i can never spell her name) and i. so i talked to them. they actually said they thought that i thought i was too good to talk to them i was like what??? haha. so mike commented on my myspace saying i "looked good tonight" haha i didnt really know what to say to that but sureeeee. not that im interested in him at all. i dont think i want to like anyone for a long time. all the guys i get close to as friends or more just..well its all a cliche isnt it? o well.time to toughen up, hell starts in 3 days.
<3