Dec 17, 2006 19:55
Mum told Craig I'm gay. Hello? Did it not occur to you I would want to tell my brother myself???
'You made it sound as if it wasn't a big thing'
Hello??!! Mum! I fancy girls! GRR> I got so angry in the week. I couldn't believe it. It's what made me realize she's a Trigger. I was lying in bed, thoughts going round and round, falling into a trap and mood I remembered.
Would it be so hard, if not getting support, for her to simply recognize this fact of my life? Does she think I would of brought it up otherwise?
She's great for the normal parenting stuff. I'm polite, can speak my mind and I'm not scared of trying new things. I got GCSE's, A Levels, I'm in College/Uni, and can Drive.
But when it comes to the... difficult? The different? issues.
Lets blank it and maybe it will go away.
Maybe I should just be glad we laugh together. Every mother and daughter are going to argue, I need to control my emotions more. I cry way to easily and get angry far too quickly.
But would it Kill to get a Little understanding? God, even as i write this i'm getting irratable. We laugh as long as we're not talking about anything 'dangerous' or outside the box. Now being the ecclectic little family we are we have a pretty large box.
But I guess Eating Disorders and Gay Daughters would be hard for anyone to accept... but it's not anyone is it, it's my Mum.
I'm dealing with it, why can't she?