Kiss me, cloud my memories.
I think I'm dieing.
UG. Stomoach feels nervous.sick/hungry ALL at same time. :(
I dont like it.
*sigh* The 200th stargate is on in quarter of an hour. Quite excited.
O'neil is my favourite. and he's back.
I dont know why, but I've been remembering an old friend alot recently.
We're both so different now, i feel like contacting her would, if not be a mistake, there would be something wrong with the whole thing?
She's in a good place in her life right now and i dont want to disturb it.
Saying that i did just comment her pic on myspace. AG.
Her bd is coming up end of Nov, what do i do?
This time last year she wrote off out friendship {I hurt her badly} and was my Trigger for my anorexia {the full on version anyways} I've been on the other side of some of what she must of gone through and *frowns* Badness.
Now it's a year later and we havent talked in ages.
I miss her, but i dont know if i miss her because of how close we were or just becuase the thought of her hurts.
And my twisted head seeks the validation pain brings.
UG. Stomoach feels nervous.sick/hungry ALL at same time. :(
I dont like it.
*sigh* The 200th stargate is on in quarter of an hour. Quite excited.
O'neil is my favourite. and he's back.
I dont know why, but I've been remembering an old friend alot recently.
We're both so different now, i feel like contacting her would, if not be a mistake, there would be something wrong with the whole thing?
She's in a good place in her life right now and i dont want to disturb it.
Saying that i did just comment her pic on myspace. AG.
Her bd is coming up end of Nov, what do i do?
This time last year she wrote off out friendship {I hurt her badly} and was my Trigger for my anorexia {the full on version anyways} I've been on the other side of some of what she must of gone through and *frowns* Badness.
Now it's a year later and we havent talked in ages.
I miss her, but i dont know if i miss her because of how close we were or just becuase the thought of her hurts.
And my twisted head seeks the validation pain brings.