Nov 20, 2006 15:18
Well, am in Uni, but my friend next to me knows about my ED so am not too paranoid.
My ED has hit new levels, I can't bring myself to eat foods with loads of calories.
But i could prob eat something 'bad' if i don't know.
I bought a book today with a diff freind on bullimia and Binge eating.
Hopefully it will help, or at least give me new perspective.
I can't sleep again, and my eyes are hurting from no sleep and thie brightness all colleg'uni rooms seem to be filled with.
My skin is shit and my lips hurt.
i actually pulled a back muscle with doing Hula Hooping last night.
It hurts. lol
Got so much work to do... I should prob get back.
{{ARGH i bought this bookm with another friend who didn't now, but prob does now, it was like self help. I asked her not to tell my super skinny friend I bought a book, should she ask, I deny and then she says'yes you did. etc. and hopefully that will be it.}}