Jul 17, 2012 13:55
I miss you and your love more than you can imagine. There is nothing I can do to stop that. But more than you and the love and the incredible experiences we had together, I miss knowing that there was someone else out there feeling the way I did. I want to know that you're miserable right now, that you're not out getting drunk and fucking stupid, drunk girls. I want someone to feel that immeasurable sadness because I don't like doing this alone. I don't like knowing that my future is mine alone, but maybe that's part of the problem. Maybe I need to feel it all alone right now, so I can finally figure out what it is that's important to me and my future.