...yeah
so, I officially hate my life...my mom is always out tryin to be a teenager and my dad pretty much hates me and wants me to be a fuckin lesbian...so that leaves me with aris every fucking night...its not that fact that I dont want to watch my bro...but its the fact that I am teenager and I should be out having fun and I should be able to have a boyfriend and hang out with guys as I please...ugh, life sucks a dick...but, on the positive side of things...I turn 18 next year so I will DEF move out...then my parents cant tell me waht the fuck to do...which will be great...so this weekend is my dads weekend and after our little tiff today...im not fucking staying with him...and I told my mom that...so shes trying to talk to my dad which is useless because they hate eachother pretty much and its all just a bunch of bullshit...i swear i am not staying with my dad if hes gonna be a dick about it...AHHHHHHHHH...yeah anywho...so yesterday me and blythe got into a fight about something absolutely stupid...it was a misunderstanding because I was told that she was tlaking shit about me so duh im gonna say something to her...but then she blames it all on me and I was like well i was told this and I did this...so i dont know if we're still fighting or waht but I dont want to fight with her at all cause she is one of my best friends and all...but yeah...but tonite im going to watch brooks do his little tape for PRO X tonite at the gym...im so proud of him...hes a cutie...then we will prolly hang out...unless he disses me again...JK JK (that was for you brooks...) naw he didnt diss me last weekend, mike just wouldnt bring him over and being the dummy he is...he didnt call and say, " eleni, will you come and pick me up...I want to see you" because he feels "bad" for asking for rides from me...what a dumbnuts...o well, i still love him...but anyways...enough typing...im gonna go burn a CD...but I'll post later...and whoever is trying to start shit on my journal...please stop, thanks...love you!
~lainee
~lainee