Bad bad bad day
Today has been the worst day in ages. Yestreday wasnt so great; but lets try and forget that shall we? I am consistently getting B's in History, English and Chemistry, and I dont even wanna think about maths. This just isnt happening, no matter how much effing work and pratice I do, it just isn't getting any better. Like stupid Chemistry mock that I revised really hard for and thought I did okay in, and I got 75%. Or the essay I was sure I had aced to get 39/50. I know those aren't bad marks, but they just aren't good enough. And nothing I do seems to make it any better.
Today was crap. It was raining, me and Kat got stopped in the rain by some Friends of the Earth guy who was trying to amke us give him money and make us feel guilty for buying other stuff. Then Kat got stuck in this dress because the zip was actually broken and it would only go up and not down, meaning we were literally 30 seconds late back to the acrpark onyl to be shouted at by some bitch traffic warden who proceeded to lecture us just because she was sour she had to stand in the rain all day and doesnt have a proper job!!!! ARGHVK JHG
Then the school photo was back today. It would not be an underestimation to say that I look the worst out all the 250 people in that photo. Yes, thats right, the photogrpaher chose the photo he took after only counting to tow instead of three, meaning half the people arent looking the right way, and me and Ed Chappel are licking our lips. I am so effing pissed off, not only cos now I will look like a complete retard on the walls of the school forever, but I will be forever remembered by everyone else as the idotic girl who coudlnt even smile properly. And no it isnt funny. And to all you people who looked good, saying it wasnt bad really doesnt make it better ;_;
I cannot do this stupid prac crit. I tried really hard, and I spent 35 mins out of the hour I was allowed not following a proper line and skipping around and not making any sense and just crying because I need to be good at this module cos I am gonna screw up Blake and Betjemand and Howards End so badly, but I just cant. And I dont have time to spent another hour doing it again.
I need a hug.
Today was crap. It was raining, me and Kat got stopped in the rain by some Friends of the Earth guy who was trying to amke us give him money and make us feel guilty for buying other stuff. Then Kat got stuck in this dress because the zip was actually broken and it would only go up and not down, meaning we were literally 30 seconds late back to the acrpark onyl to be shouted at by some bitch traffic warden who proceeded to lecture us just because she was sour she had to stand in the rain all day and doesnt have a proper job!!!! ARGHVK JHG
Then the school photo was back today. It would not be an underestimation to say that I look the worst out all the 250 people in that photo. Yes, thats right, the photogrpaher chose the photo he took after only counting to tow instead of three, meaning half the people arent looking the right way, and me and Ed Chappel are licking our lips. I am so effing pissed off, not only cos now I will look like a complete retard on the walls of the school forever, but I will be forever remembered by everyone else as the idotic girl who coudlnt even smile properly. And no it isnt funny. And to all you people who looked good, saying it wasnt bad really doesnt make it better ;_;
I cannot do this stupid prac crit. I tried really hard, and I spent 35 mins out of the hour I was allowed not following a proper line and skipping around and not making any sense and just crying because I need to be good at this module cos I am gonna screw up Blake and Betjemand and Howards End so badly, but I just cant. And I dont have time to spent another hour doing it again.
I need a hug.