You Are My Sweetest Fear
Though I feel that I connect with you on some deep level, I feel as though we are strangers. You keep me guessing but in some safe place. Although I have my doubts of you and wish to get away, you are my saving grace when I feel lost and have nowhere to go.
So what is a young and delicate girl do? She continues to love and trust the one she fears the most in hopes that the curse of bad luck shall be broken by the one she fears the most. All the while she tells herself that shes been living but only to find that her life at 20 has now just started to begin. Life is no longer ment to be lived in fear but to actually experiment in no way she has ever experimented before. So she looks to the one she fears most for guidance and in that she may just find the answers she has been looking for.
I have come a long way in these past 5 weeks. However I still have such a long long way to go. I am content with that because life is different to me now. The inner child is still there but she is smiling and ready to finally grow up.
So what is a young and delicate girl do? She continues to love and trust the one she fears the most in hopes that the curse of bad luck shall be broken by the one she fears the most. All the while she tells herself that shes been living but only to find that her life at 20 has now just started to begin. Life is no longer ment to be lived in fear but to actually experiment in no way she has ever experimented before. So she looks to the one she fears most for guidance and in that she may just find the answers she has been looking for.
I have come a long way in these past 5 weeks. However I still have such a long long way to go. I am content with that because life is different to me now. The inner child is still there but she is smiling and ready to finally grow up.