I'd do anything to just feel better....

Aug 13, 2007 23:34

so.. since procrastination is my hobby.. [and i'm super good at it] i'm officially SCREWED
WHEEEEEE

#1.. i STILL have to manually put about.. 1,000 songs onto my fucking i tunes cause i had to flippin DE-FRAG my comp and i deleted a tonnn of shit just so i could..
mother F

#2. i should probably run norton.. but i can't if i'm on.. and that's constantly.

#3. i HAVE to CLEAN THE ENTIRE OLD HOUSE.. before saturday.. like.. MOM clean it.. steam cleaner and ALL.. did i mention i WORK tomorrow? i have to or else.. NO NEW JERSEY.. [[i haven't been there this year yet!!!]] :(:( mom and her boy toy think i can't do it.. and i REALLY REALLY want to prove them wrong.. but i can't see howwww

#4. i REALLY REALLY REALLY want to see two of my friends before they go off to college :( sadly i dunno how i can do that.. i have no time.. :(:(\

#5. Blood drive thursday.. takes up till about.. 4

#6 i have to get my NEW room TOTALLY unpacked.. BEFORE i can do the old house..
sonofabiscuiteater

#7 i need to post about my freaking NYC trip.. it was awesome and i SWEAR i'll eventually get around to it.. promise..

#8 I NEED TO TAKE SENIOR PICS.. ugh before david leaves for HIS college.. i'm getting them done from a friend [david] who does weddings and all that.. he's really good, and i've known him since middle school.. we've been cool ll this time.. so i know i'll be more comfortable around him.. plus he only charges gas money [he'll go anywhere!!] and printing fees.. he's amazinggggg

#9.. i need to but up my goddamn BLINDS!!!!!! the sun wakes me up at like 8:30 every morning!!! [its when it peeks over the buildings] i haven't gotten a decent nights sleep in.. since i lived at the other place.. in the damn basement..
GRR

#10.. i need to get my ass of the freaking computer!!!!!!

damn.. i'm so overwhelmed.. and my mom is pushing me to go to OSU. .and she all but straight up said that if i don't go there.. i'll be paying my own fucking tuition.
sonofa$#^$##%**kissthis^^penegafwefh%*%&%*%MOTHER%#%&$*^@*@SUCK$#^&#&#

ah. better. but seriously.. who the fuck does that? then her and her boy toy were laughing at me because of it.. how i seriously don't want to go.. and then they were like.. well you'll be in tons of debt!! you don't get it.. this'll be funny.. especially when you find out how hard paying off student loans will be.. i seriously can't fucking wait until i'm 18.. i'm getting the HELL away from here..GAHHHHHHH
i just want to scream in her face that i'm just gonna join the goddamn navy and she can kiss this goodbye
SERIOUSLY doug is the one thing that keeps me SANE around here.. he's an amazing friend.. he's even said if i join he'll come with me. gah.. abby is a lucky girl<3 i love them both so much

ahh
ok sorry about that.. i really needed to vent..
ugh
help?

college, nyc, friends, navy, work, mom

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