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I write the most pointless, useless, uncertain, bullshit feelings I have in here in the heat of the moment. No doubt about it, I was sad on Friday. Seeing Jordan made me want to walk right up to him and smack him in the face, but I wouldn't dare make that big of a scene in front of everyone. I also wanted to punch Will right in the jaw when he basically is calling me stupid for not holding a grudge against my best friend, regardless if she hurt me or not. It's in the past, what can I change? Nothing except my feelings towards someone, and I did just that. I stepped up and faced my fears, yet my closest friends say I'm "dumb, stupid, retard, ect." for doing so. If anyone is stupid it's you, Will. Go light up a joint and kill what's left of your precious brain cells.
"And I never thought I'd be this safe again in a million years. And with you, I'm truly in my element." Isn't that right, Butterfly?
I got you back, it was easy. I feel complete, finally.