やるしかない。
「I lied about something small. It wasn't to hurt anyone but only to protect myself」
November already. Wow.
Time flew by so fast these past seven weeks. Unfortunately for me, it wasn't exactly because I was having fun. All I did from Monday to Saturday was to study, go back home exhausted, eat and sleep. I seriously think I had never been so tired in my life. Or well, I was once a few years ago but it was beyond my control then.
「Before I could realize, I was surrounded by so many lies that I couldn't move anymore」
My schedule for this semester is really hard. But it can't be helped. I'm a student so I must study. No matter how hard it is, no matter how tired I am. And if I don't manage to do the other things I wanted to do only because I can't organize my free time well, then I'm the only one to blame.
「I escaped from reality, escaped from all the pain and said to myself "Though I'm still far from it now, I'll be my ideal self some day."」
JLPT is one month way and final semester exams are also coming which means I will have to work very hard during the next 30 days. I also promised to myself I would write here a bit everyday.
All this will probably be tough but I will do my best.
「I'm walking today, looking at your back as my guidepost to live.」
Ayumi Hamasaki - Walking proud
November already. Wow.
Time flew by so fast these past seven weeks. Unfortunately for me, it wasn't exactly because I was having fun. All I did from Monday to Saturday was to study, go back home exhausted, eat and sleep. I seriously think I had never been so tired in my life. Or well, I was once a few years ago but it was beyond my control then.
「Before I could realize, I was surrounded by so many lies that I couldn't move anymore」
My schedule for this semester is really hard. But it can't be helped. I'm a student so I must study. No matter how hard it is, no matter how tired I am. And if I don't manage to do the other things I wanted to do only because I can't organize my free time well, then I'm the only one to blame.
「I escaped from reality, escaped from all the pain and said to myself "Though I'm still far from it now, I'll be my ideal self some day."」
JLPT is one month way and final semester exams are also coming which means I will have to work very hard during the next 30 days. I also promised to myself I would write here a bit everyday.
All this will probably be tough but I will do my best.
「I'm walking today, looking at your back as my guidepost to live.」
Ayumi Hamasaki - Walking proud