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oh my goodness! I have not updated foreva! We have been busy at the new house. It is coming along so well! I think that we should be in after Christmas or early next year. I don't want to ramble on here about it seeings how we are making our own little picture journal about it.
I have been busy re-painting some of the rooms this week and getting things tip top for the future sell. A simple bucket of paint sure changes a room. I am in distress on what colors to choose for the house. I hate hate hate off white and plain white for whole entire houses! It is just boring. Plus it is only a bucket of paint right!
I have been just down in the dumps lately. I don't know why but everything makes me cry! I just judge everything and everyone. I love my mom but some of the things she says either just makes me want to cry or punch her. I was doing some dishes in the sink and the sink was not spotless but it was not gross, I filled it up with water and began to wash. She phewwww ahhhh, I would have scrubbed my sink before I did dishes. She made me feel like I was discusting and sick. Seriously it was not dirty! I felt like I don't even know how to clean a damn dish. Then hubs says is that load done? I flipped and said they are your damn clothes you go check. The poor guy got upset and said, I was only wondering because I was going to get them and put them away. He was only wondering if I had done it or not. He was only trying to do a nice thing. I have been like this for sometime now, starting to wonder if maybe I need to talk to a doctor. Apparently I can't talk to my mom about it. I want to talk to Em but she is always so bubly and happy and I have talked to her about it before and I feel dumb. HMMMMMM
I have been busy re-painting some of the rooms this week and getting things tip top for the future sell. A simple bucket of paint sure changes a room. I am in distress on what colors to choose for the house. I hate hate hate off white and plain white for whole entire houses! It is just boring. Plus it is only a bucket of paint right!
I have been just down in the dumps lately. I don't know why but everything makes me cry! I just judge everything and everyone. I love my mom but some of the things she says either just makes me want to cry or punch her. I was doing some dishes in the sink and the sink was not spotless but it was not gross, I filled it up with water and began to wash. She phewwww ahhhh, I would have scrubbed my sink before I did dishes. She made me feel like I was discusting and sick. Seriously it was not dirty! I felt like I don't even know how to clean a damn dish. Then hubs says is that load done? I flipped and said they are your damn clothes you go check. The poor guy got upset and said, I was only wondering because I was going to get them and put them away. He was only wondering if I had done it or not. He was only trying to do a nice thing. I have been like this for sometime now, starting to wonder if maybe I need to talk to a doctor. Apparently I can't talk to my mom about it. I want to talk to Em but she is always so bubly and happy and I have talked to her about it before and I feel dumb. HMMMMMM