Can I tell you's a secret ???
Ok I'm gonna sound so pathetic here so I'm just gonna blurt it out (hey maybe no one is even reading this ) but I kinda sorta maybe wrote a fic ,,,, ok its out there I've said it but the problem is I'm petrified .. I've never writen anything before never even considered it but an idea popped into my head and it won't leave me alone ... so I wrote it down .. ya know ... exorsize your demons an all that ... but now its just sitting there and so I'm working at trying to get the courage to post it just to get it over with ... but I'm been a big cowardy cowardy custard ... I'm cursing the fact that all of the people I friended I've been intoduced to them by my obsession with there BRILLIANT fics ....so I thought just writing this might give me the courage to post it ..... or mayb I'll get drunk and do it ... loads of courage with a few drinks :-D