Blah Blah Blah #2
I really should make more of a point to write in this journal.
Mondays are just crazy, I run around and talk non stop from 2pm-5pm and then of course there's errands to run and homework to do. Not to mention since 7am I have to be completely awake and just thinking and all that crazy-ness. It's just non-stop movement and thinking and I really wish I could take a break.
If I'm going to be honest, I'm going to have to admit, I spend way too much time on the Internet than I should. I waste so much time reading fanfic and surfing the web and watching YouTube videos.
I mean, c'mon Mars, you've got a research paper due the 20th! THE 20TH!!!!!!!!! 10 FREAKING PAGES. Not to mention you've got to start the physics paper.
Senioritis? Nah, I just think I'm overworked. I don't want to leave high school yet, I'm just sick of all this work. Going to miss this school though...
There's so much to do, I'm just stretching myself too thin working on all of this. And then all of my extracurricular activities...I feel like I'm not giving 100%. I feel like a disappointment to all the club moderators and to my obligations. I feel like an idiot with no ideas and no spark, no motivation.
I think I need a good night's sleep. Or a couple days off.
But I just did have a 3 day weekend, but it was so jampacked with stuff, it didn't feel relaxing. I just need time to catch up with work....as if I'd use the time wisely. I'd be too busy on LiveJournal.
Fuck myself.