How do we reach normal?

[hackel137]

I had a rather frustrating night last night.  My car wouldn't start in the morning, because the battery (which I've had checked twice now) was drained, and my grandpa had loaned my jumper cables to my cousin, so I had to take the bus to work.  That's not the end of the world--it took 70 minutes and I was 2 hours late to work.  Oh well

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[huggiblysoft]

Meh. I know how you feel with the disconnectedness. But think about it this way, yes you're 25 and needed help from family, but at least they were there to help you. And the friend thing, well, i think i'm in the same boat. I've been really noticing that with the wedding plans, because i look at the list of people we want to invite, and from me outside of family i have a famil who have been like family to me. But, there is no one that i thought was close enough to me from any school and so on that i felt i could invite. which made me want to get out and get a life, which i still haven't done. but at least i'm not living with my parents anymore. and hopefully when i get all settled in i'll be able to get out and start visiting people again, provided i can find them. so, yeah, it's not just you feeling like that. And as for normal, is there really such a thing? I mean, i know why I don't go out and drink, but i have no problem being around some people who are drinking, a reasonable amount, for fun. Actually i get a klick out of watching some people drunk at 3:30am, kinda funny. but that's something else. and as long as there are people out there who listen to you when you talk, or type, and let you know that they're there listening, then i think you've got more friends than you think you do.