Normally...
I'd compile a list of thoughts and whatnot, and respond to everyone's woes, because that's the kind of person I am. But instead I'll say a few things off topic.
Most of you are worthless friends to me, as I am a worthless friend to you. I do not believe in PRETENDING to like someone, that's fucking with emotions on a extremely sensitive level. So in case you've never seen a movie where the guy finds a girlfriend and ditches all his close friends and focus' on her and her only, that's where the shit starts. Its pretty much the same thing in real life.
Its true, I've had a bad few years. Namely just bad luck, having to choose the better of two worse constantly, having to DEVELOP a way to forget people that meant a lot, trying to understand that there is a future and lying friends don't make a good one.
Which is another reason why I'm extremely happy I'm done with school. At school, its like crack for kids with ADD. So many people to talk to, so many people to make a small person feel important, enough people to just up and walk away from a conversation and immediately join another. Great morning chillin with friends, turned to lonely mornings where they'd all branch off, as if they took the group I had, took me out and waltzed off elsewhere. So shit, why make unimportant friends SEEM important, when they treat you like a piece of gum on the bottom of their shoe. No courtesy, no fucking empathic peripherals, just illogical, undetermined fakers.
And look at em all. Half still squirming, others nipping at the tit of college. And then there's the people who would've considered themselves my friends. Which of course if they ever tried admitting to I'd laugh my fucking ass off, because ITS NOT FUCKING TRUE. I begin to think we need a course in schools that teaches you human ethics. FUCKING MORALS! These kids with no conscience or common sense, not knowing the outcome of every move has a lasting effect on the future. These kids roll around with AK-47's in their mouths and just tear up souls by moving their lips.
I'd love to list you all. But I'll tell you this: if you're reading this, you're probably one of these unintelligent, belligerent failures I speak of. But don't me wrong, I'm not saying you're all bad people. I'm saying you all are shitty friends. Now, you all may look back at all your friends you DO have, but for once, fucking step back, recalculate, "do I treat every one of my friends like this?"-"do i intend on keeping this/these friends longer"-"is Declan fucking right that I'm so fucking thick I can't take other peoples' feelings into account?"
Well if you had the mental capacity to flip a bitch and realize something, better luck to you in the future.
I hope what you dealt to me, is dealt back tenfold.
BY THE WAY. Nothing "triggered" this, I just thought all you squirmy folk could use a little fucking enlightenment.
Most of you are worthless friends to me, as I am a worthless friend to you. I do not believe in PRETENDING to like someone, that's fucking with emotions on a extremely sensitive level. So in case you've never seen a movie where the guy finds a girlfriend and ditches all his close friends and focus' on her and her only, that's where the shit starts. Its pretty much the same thing in real life.
Its true, I've had a bad few years. Namely just bad luck, having to choose the better of two worse constantly, having to DEVELOP a way to forget people that meant a lot, trying to understand that there is a future and lying friends don't make a good one.
Which is another reason why I'm extremely happy I'm done with school. At school, its like crack for kids with ADD. So many people to talk to, so many people to make a small person feel important, enough people to just up and walk away from a conversation and immediately join another. Great morning chillin with friends, turned to lonely mornings where they'd all branch off, as if they took the group I had, took me out and waltzed off elsewhere. So shit, why make unimportant friends SEEM important, when they treat you like a piece of gum on the bottom of their shoe. No courtesy, no fucking empathic peripherals, just illogical, undetermined fakers.
And look at em all. Half still squirming, others nipping at the tit of college. And then there's the people who would've considered themselves my friends. Which of course if they ever tried admitting to I'd laugh my fucking ass off, because ITS NOT FUCKING TRUE. I begin to think we need a course in schools that teaches you human ethics. FUCKING MORALS! These kids with no conscience or common sense, not knowing the outcome of every move has a lasting effect on the future. These kids roll around with AK-47's in their mouths and just tear up souls by moving their lips.
I'd love to list you all. But I'll tell you this: if you're reading this, you're probably one of these unintelligent, belligerent failures I speak of. But don't me wrong, I'm not saying you're all bad people. I'm saying you all are shitty friends. Now, you all may look back at all your friends you DO have, but for once, fucking step back, recalculate, "do I treat every one of my friends like this?"-"do i intend on keeping this/these friends longer"-"is Declan fucking right that I'm so fucking thick I can't take other peoples' feelings into account?"
Well if you had the mental capacity to flip a bitch and realize something, better luck to you in the future.
I hope what you dealt to me, is dealt back tenfold.
BY THE WAY. Nothing "triggered" this, I just thought all you squirmy folk could use a little fucking enlightenment.