and in the end...
i went for a walk.... found a couple of decent quiet spots to hit a bowl or two... and think...
i realized a few things...
first off... i guess i miss having a place to open my head... as i have recently done on here... it's kind of like chatting to an old friend... and through a little bitching... things come into perspective... it doesn't cross my mind that a few people out there read this... and thats cool... but i did realize... that although clearing my head and helping to put things in perspective... i did nothing but litter up some web space with more negativity... something i criticize the media and just about anyone else with a useless rant... about on a daily basis... in fact it's probably the one thing that pisses me off more then Paris Hilton's music career...
so my apologies for the negative...
in the positive... i found myself beginning to also see how the current situation has come into play... i understand my feelings regarding last nite... and thurs nite... and have found the positive in that... and i also remembered the good things that have come...
i know what i have to do... and so far this weekend i have done this... i vowed to play my guts out... and hope it would reach people... it has been... i feel like i have played 2 of my best sets in a long time... i know there are a few reasons why... and all i can do is hope that by giving all 110% again tonite... it will reach a few more people... after all that is what rock n roll is all about... touching people for a couple of minutes with a gift of music...
plan pure and simple... it's all about the rock n roll... but it's still just music and that is the one thing that lead me to wanting to pick up a guitar when i was a kid... and it was the music that made me start learning when i was 16... i know it's easy to forget that sometimes... and i know many times i have forgotten about the music... but i feel peaceful to know that right now after 20 years, a couple of tears, n' a million beers... that it's all about the music...
and for that... all i can say is thank you...
so now that i have sorted all this out... i'm going to go play some guitar hero...
until that day...
HH
i realized a few things...
first off... i guess i miss having a place to open my head... as i have recently done on here... it's kind of like chatting to an old friend... and through a little bitching... things come into perspective... it doesn't cross my mind that a few people out there read this... and thats cool... but i did realize... that although clearing my head and helping to put things in perspective... i did nothing but litter up some web space with more negativity... something i criticize the media and just about anyone else with a useless rant... about on a daily basis... in fact it's probably the one thing that pisses me off more then Paris Hilton's music career...
so my apologies for the negative...
in the positive... i found myself beginning to also see how the current situation has come into play... i understand my feelings regarding last nite... and thurs nite... and have found the positive in that... and i also remembered the good things that have come...
i know what i have to do... and so far this weekend i have done this... i vowed to play my guts out... and hope it would reach people... it has been... i feel like i have played 2 of my best sets in a long time... i know there are a few reasons why... and all i can do is hope that by giving all 110% again tonite... it will reach a few more people... after all that is what rock n roll is all about... touching people for a couple of minutes with a gift of music...
plan pure and simple... it's all about the rock n roll... but it's still just music and that is the one thing that lead me to wanting to pick up a guitar when i was a kid... and it was the music that made me start learning when i was 16... i know it's easy to forget that sometimes... and i know many times i have forgotten about the music... but i feel peaceful to know that right now after 20 years, a couple of tears, n' a million beers... that it's all about the music...
and for that... all i can say is thank you...
so now that i have sorted all this out... i'm going to go play some guitar hero...
until that day...
HH