patience is a virtue
and i lost mine long ago... althou i still hold the patience part...
i bit my tongue so many times last nite... i can still taste the blood... i have never worked with such winy unprofessional people in my life...
fuck...
counting down....
searching for a way in... looking for a way out...
it was wicked to play call the office last nite... to bad we missed the wallys... but b-ran had to work this morn... and of course she wont be at the wick show tonite... cuz she is still barred from the bar... which is fucked... nessa really is a cunt... and i agree with brans side on this... so as much as i'll miss seeing the ONE person who shows up to every show... (althou... no one else in the band see's that)... sometimes it hurts to fight the good fight for integrity and standing up for what you believe in... but it's a fight that has to be fought... the good news is... friends are coming to town... and they will be out getting a good pre-drunk going... then i'll catch up to them after the show and we'll it done right...
the hole i tore in my thumb... tore again... i got blood covered strings... i left a lot of my self on that stage last nite...
it was great to see people i don't know up at the front throwing the odd \m/ and adding some fuck yeahs....
but still...
i really still can't believe some peoples rock star attitudes... and it's funny how the people who don't deserve to cop a `tude... are always the first fucking assholes to cop it...
believe me... i think i could work with axl right now... and have less frustration...
this can't go on much longer...
it's funny... the circle always runs full... i miss playing in a band with my best friends... i never realized how together our shit was in the DiVinE...
oh well... last show of the weekend... then i can tend to business next week...
i'm gonna go smoke a joint... i need to relax...
dos deedos... mes amigos...
we'll be cool...
HH
i bit my tongue so many times last nite... i can still taste the blood... i have never worked with such winy unprofessional people in my life...
fuck...
counting down....
searching for a way in... looking for a way out...
it was wicked to play call the office last nite... to bad we missed the wallys... but b-ran had to work this morn... and of course she wont be at the wick show tonite... cuz she is still barred from the bar... which is fucked... nessa really is a cunt... and i agree with brans side on this... so as much as i'll miss seeing the ONE person who shows up to every show... (althou... no one else in the band see's that)... sometimes it hurts to fight the good fight for integrity and standing up for what you believe in... but it's a fight that has to be fought... the good news is... friends are coming to town... and they will be out getting a good pre-drunk going... then i'll catch up to them after the show and we'll it done right...
the hole i tore in my thumb... tore again... i got blood covered strings... i left a lot of my self on that stage last nite...
it was great to see people i don't know up at the front throwing the odd \m/ and adding some fuck yeahs....
but still...
i really still can't believe some peoples rock star attitudes... and it's funny how the people who don't deserve to cop a `tude... are always the first fucking assholes to cop it...
believe me... i think i could work with axl right now... and have less frustration...
this can't go on much longer...
it's funny... the circle always runs full... i miss playing in a band with my best friends... i never realized how together our shit was in the DiVinE...
oh well... last show of the weekend... then i can tend to business next week...
i'm gonna go smoke a joint... i need to relax...
dos deedos... mes amigos...
we'll be cool...
HH