She who says it best.

May 29, 2006 20:57

Times go by when you don't feel like you belong like you want to escape or you just want to be left alone. nothing against others theres just a feeling of not enough room to do what you want. but then time comes around when all you want is others to be around to hang and chill wit ya clique. or you just want to love those closest to you. its a roller coast the game of emotions the feelings that come and go but always come once again. there are times when you think you love someone and time when you just don't know times when your afraid to hurt or be hurt or to make a mistake. you know your in love when you know. you cant just be there and be done. love fades in and out but is never lost. you never forget how much you love and you never love less than you did before. I don't want to fight i don't want to cry i don't want to feel all the hurt in your eyes i don't make mistakes twice i learn in the end i won't be the one who is forgotten.
I used to sit in class in high school and i would write about how i felt about someone or something that was in my mind that day or than class or that hour or that minute... i would just start writing and then i would write some more i would be able to ryhme and scheme and thing of the cleverest thing to say on the paper then i could go back to it later and think of what was thought and be reminded of who i was when i wrote it and know who i am now. I write because i feel and i can't explain the whole deal from my lips i can't speak only on paper can my voice leak from the pen in my hand with the nerves conducting my thoughts from my mind into words i can't say.
I think of her sitting there screaming in her brain not able to get out of the hurt and the pain of not being her dream and not seeing the ribon that marks the end of a journey once traveled along a long and lonesome dirty road. where was she supposed to be why hasn't she made it there why can't she just be the all that she can be self sufficient unrestrained love of ones life of who she is content. Walk down the road to the end of the show to let everyone know to go out and be bold take a chance and behold all the riches in this life that can be bought with a thought and your not gonna win till you get up and begin to start walk'n the line and your never gonna shine on this earth in ones eye to understand is the plan to know where to go there isn't any maps or instructions in old tattered hats you've just got to go one foot in front of the other keep on miving never stop don't let up or give out keep it in don't knock down all the prints that you make people see and they take they can feel your whole heart it is up for the part never stop once you start and i wont let you down no one else bares a frown your a world on your own in our hearts theres a home in our minds we believe in our thoughts you won't leave because we love you. you have friends of none other you have love of none other you are my baby and i will always love you.
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