Jan 10, 2006 21:47
if you want to be just another guy to me then keep it up.. im not going to try if you dont care. this hurts too much.. i mean.. i bet you arent even going to see this for a couple months.. common.. tell me you care, tell me youll always love me.. tell me youd be heartbroken if i went away..
ya i thought not.
and whats with this i need something to talk about to call you.. you never needed to before. you just called to hear my voice.. because you wanted to see how i was doing.. to make sure im okay. is it that you dont care about these things anymore?
its great and all that you have someone now.. i do too. thats not what this is about. ive been with him for a year now.. and for the first 8 months of that i felt so guilty. i was so worried about you.. at least you get to put your full attention into your relationship.. must be nice.
ya.. thanx alot
im gonna go cry now.
ps.. i have plans tonight and im goign to be too busy to talk to you! might as well just say you have better things to do. ouch dear.. that really hurt.