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i honestly dont know what to do anymore..and it seems like no matter i do do..either decision turns out to be the wrong one. i think i just have to pretty much do nothing..because everytime i try and explain myself..i dont get things out the way they should be and it seems to just screw things up even more. i just dont want you cooling off thinking the things i know that youre thinking right now. ive felt sick to my stomach for the past two days and think that i am going to have to give up on making things better.
and i hate people. you all love to hear about everyone else's problems and talk about them like you know fucking everything. when if you were in that position that you seem to know so much about..you would have done no fucking better. we're all fucking hyporcites and im so sick of it.
i just hate that you felt like you had to go hear everyone else's opinion on something you probably should have figured out on your own. i would have expected more..i might have over estimated some things.
maybe you do deserve me (not exactly a prize..)
and i hate people. you all love to hear about everyone else's problems and talk about them like you know fucking everything. when if you were in that position that you seem to know so much about..you would have done no fucking better. we're all fucking hyporcites and im so sick of it.
i just hate that you felt like you had to go hear everyone else's opinion on something you probably should have figured out on your own. i would have expected more..i might have over estimated some things.
maybe you do deserve me (not exactly a prize..)