Well;; what the fuck ( Read more... )

still alive. i can't sleeep;; & i'm mostly active in communities now a days. just blah on here. i'm doing good on my diettt =] 21 lbs. to go :) yay.. im freeezin` & can't sleeep. i love ryan eric & he is sick but he is picking me up tomarrow & taking me to school. like usual <3 i love ryannnn;;; oh & today [the 5th] is me & ryans 3 year & 3 month ( Read more... )

i`m still alive if anyone cares :P

so just an update i'm actually sick right now! i lost went from 145 lbs. to 139 lbs. in about 2 days.. my belly is killing me no idea why. ryan took care
of me all yesterday he is so sweet :) !! Friday is his 19th birthday!! & it will be 2 years we confessed our love for each other :P .. so yea i'm graduating ( Read more... )

Goiin` up to NYC for Depeche mode concert tonight
@ Madison Square Garden =] hella exciited <333333
prolly be back friday afternoon. sorry i been soo
busy lately!!!me & ryan are still together it was
2 years it was on the 5t of nov. =) <333333333333

happy halloween

so yea i duno im a cat =]
& i'm @ school now. im seeiin`
ryan later hopefully so yea
have fub everyone :)

i got a new puppy.
ryan got it for me
for a mix of my bday &
our 2 year annaversary!! =]


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ryan picked me up from school yesterday!! it was soo cute!! i <3 him so much. I`m actually in my into to business class right now but its almost over & i had nothiin else to do so i figured why not?? but whatever.... i <3 ryan... & i miss him & i cant talk to him till friday ..his parents are dick fucks. (new word) but whatever.. i duno i`m done ( Read more... )

i seen ryan yesterday. & then i got sicker & he took care of me ( Read more... )

well i been hella busy lately. mostly on myspace.theres a liink...
i went to the chevelle concert this past friday. slept in ryans car on saturday
& spent soem tiime w/ him sunday :) .... uhh && eminem concert is on saturday. just a short update.... if you have a myspace add me =) <3

well i havnt updated in hella long!!a lot has happened... good & bad...

the best thing was that......

me & ryan are back together!! thank the fcukiin` lord!! :) yeah i seen him this past friday!! && we talked things out..it was like the perfect day i talked to him o nthe phone..then seen him..then talked to him online.. it may sound lame but i ( Read more... )