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[h0pelessl0ve]

thinking about it.
i really dont like it here.
i dont.
i dont like the people here.
i dont have real fun here.
my friends are alll so different than me.
it just feels like this is the reason im so gone.
why i've become like this.
i dont want to be here anymore.
maybe i should just go back to my grandma's.
but i dont know how much better that would be.
i just dont want to be here though.

ugh.

i want a boy.
a hot boy.
that i can just hook up with for awhile.
nothing serious.
nothing skanky.
just fun.
too bad i can't have that.
man oh man.
give me a man whore to have for a week or so.
thats amazing. and hot. and a goodkisser.
and hot.
haha.
please? kthanks.