oh my god
Okay, so, um, I am going to post an essay (ahahaha that makes it sound like it's professional ish, IT'S NOT BUT WHATEVER) about bisexuality in a couple of minutes here, but I had to. Oh, god, I had to stop and make this post first, sorry for spamming you today, but I just found the Inception love meme and my thread on it and I just. You guys. You guys. You guys.
I have been having a tough time lately, RL-wise, and I just. I am seriously sitting here with tears in my eyes, because jfc, Inception fandom, I haven't properly written anything for you in MONTHS, every time I look at my Inception fic folder I am full of shame and frustration and dhfjskdfs because why, why on earth won't Arthur and Eames just fucking TALK TO ME AGAIN, they were so chatty once and now they are mockingly silent, and I have felt so bad about it. I have felt so bad about it, because I want to write all the fic in the world for you guys, I want hearts and rainbows to come out of my fingers and land on your computers, but it hasn't happened, and I can't make it happen no matter what I do. I get writer's block on specific things rather than across the board and it has been my great unending AGONY that my voice there has been gone, and so to see...to find this thread of people with just, with so much compassion and so many kind things and I just. Thank you. Thank you so fucking much, each and every one of you, you brilliant, hilarious, moving, glorious people, writing amazing stories and creating incredible art and building this community full of so much joy and kindness, oh my fucking god. Your opinions mean the world to me, and. Just. Thank you, and I swear to god that when these stupid boys with their expensive suits and their repressed feelings and their hobby of world-building come back to me, you will be the first to know.
Basically: Inception fandom, ♥ ♥ ♥.
I have been having a tough time lately, RL-wise, and I just. I am seriously sitting here with tears in my eyes, because jfc, Inception fandom, I haven't properly written anything for you in MONTHS, every time I look at my Inception fic folder I am full of shame and frustration and dhfjskdfs because why, why on earth won't Arthur and Eames just fucking TALK TO ME AGAIN, they were so chatty once and now they are mockingly silent, and I have felt so bad about it. I have felt so bad about it, because I want to write all the fic in the world for you guys, I want hearts and rainbows to come out of my fingers and land on your computers, but it hasn't happened, and I can't make it happen no matter what I do. I get writer's block on specific things rather than across the board and it has been my great unending AGONY that my voice there has been gone, and so to see...to find this thread of people with just, with so much compassion and so many kind things and I just. Thank you. Thank you so fucking much, each and every one of you, you brilliant, hilarious, moving, glorious people, writing amazing stories and creating incredible art and building this community full of so much joy and kindness, oh my fucking god. Your opinions mean the world to me, and. Just. Thank you, and I swear to god that when these stupid boys with their expensive suits and their repressed feelings and their hobby of world-building come back to me, you will be the first to know.
Basically: Inception fandom, ♥ ♥ ♥.