“Life seemed so unkind a year ago today”  - Delta Goodrem “Year Ago Today”

One year ago, today, I had my Billie cat put to sleep.

I will always miss her. I had her with me for nineteen of my then twenty-two years, ( Read more... )

A year ago my Billie cat started to deteriorate. A year ago Melody Blue was born. Today is an interesting day...

My Billie is dying, she can barley breath, she hasn't eaten anything, she hasn't had anything to drink today.

I think I have to get her put down this afternoon.

She is not here anymore. Billie has gone, its just her body now, her body still breathes and has blood pumping through it's system, but Billie is gone.

Looks like I am going to have to get my cat put down this weekend.

She is not herself anymore. She does not purr or cry, she has lost her eyesight and she barely eats.

She is not helself. And I am really scared.

I can not remember life without her. I have had her since I was three. I don't want her gone.

I already miss her.

She is home, she is healthy and she is happy.

She is still in pain, but she is healthy and happy.

I have missed her so much the past few days. She has to go back to the vet on Wednesday for a check up but that's all she should be fine by the end of the week.

She is home.

And we have another cat...we now, again, have three.

I just went to visit her, and she is okay.

She is purring and kneeding and drooling and this is all Billie. She seems fine which is great.

I am so happy!

Mum ran into one of vet nurses at the butcher shop and she said Billie is doing alot better today that she was yesterday..

Good...I like hering that...

The vet nuse said she would call us around 8am if something bad had happened to her, and it is now 10:45 and no phone call.

Thank God.

No News is Good News.

She's ok-ish ( Read more... )

 
It looks like my Billie Cat, 19 years, might have to be put down.

Less than a month after Larry was killed.

I don't want this to happen...not this soon...


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