overdue hours is overwatched
I lie to myself. A whole lot. I'm a big fat walking PRETEND. I relate entirely too much to Virginia here...
Those people in class this morning made me want to take my ballpoint pen and jam it into my wrists -- I don't want to be judgemental but GOOD LORD I hope my every sense of accomplishment and belonging at the end of my life is NOT up to people like that.....
Meryl Streep and Claire Danes make me very very sad in this movie. Not because of what they say but because of how they say it. That means they're good at their jobs.
It was perfectly fall outside today. Despite the temperature. It felt like fall. I like that feeling. A lot.
I'm eloquent tonight. My days off are so uneventful and thought-provoking-less. I don't know what to do with myself. So I sleep. Read. Watch movies. Write. Sit outside. Go to the park. Go to the store. Read journals. Read people. Read religions. Read. Sit. Walk. Pretend. eck. High high high 'live in the present not in the past/future' high high high high....
...CRASH.
DER.
All day
Staring at the ceiling
Makin' friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
that I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown and I don't know why
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me,
talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the train
And I know
I know they've all been talkin' bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinkin
Somehow I've lost my mind
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talkin in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're takin' me away
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, How I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
(A little unwell)
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell
-matchbox 20
Unwell
Those people in class this morning made me want to take my ballpoint pen and jam it into my wrists -- I don't want to be judgemental but GOOD LORD I hope my every sense of accomplishment and belonging at the end of my life is NOT up to people like that.....
Meryl Streep and Claire Danes make me very very sad in this movie. Not because of what they say but because of how they say it. That means they're good at their jobs.
It was perfectly fall outside today. Despite the temperature. It felt like fall. I like that feeling. A lot.
I'm eloquent tonight. My days off are so uneventful and thought-provoking-less. I don't know what to do with myself. So I sleep. Read. Watch movies. Write. Sit outside. Go to the park. Go to the store. Read journals. Read people. Read religions. Read. Sit. Walk. Pretend. eck. High high high 'live in the present not in the past/future' high high high high....
...CRASH.
DER.
All day
Staring at the ceiling
Makin' friends with shadows on my wall
All night
Hearing voices telling me
that I should get some sleep
Because tomorrow might be good for something
Hold on
Feeling like I'm headed for a breakdown and I don't know why
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Me,
talking to myself in public
And dodging glances on the train
And I know
I know they've all been talkin' bout me
I can hear them whisper
And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me
Out of all the hours thinkin
Somehow I've lost my mind
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
I've been talkin in my sleep
Pretty soon they'll come to get me
Yeah, they're takin' me away
Well I'm not crazy
I'm just a little unwell
I know right now you can't tell
But stay a while and maybe then you'll see
A different side of me
I'm not crazy
I'm just a little impaired
I know, right now you don't care
But soon enough you're gonna think of me
And how I used to be
Yeah, How I used to be
How I used to be, yeah
Well I'm just a little unwell
How I used to be
(A little unwell)
How I used to be
I'm just a little unwell
-matchbox 20
Unwell