Aug 10, 2009 19:48
Things are much, much better with Lucas and I. I guess things never really got that bad, I just blow things out of proportion and I’m too sensitive. But we talked and things are better and we love each other so much. His birthday is this weekend, I’m trying to figure out where to take him. I think we may just go to the Roundhouse and play some bags b/c that’s what he loves doing the best. And I have yet to get him anything for his birthday.
Living together is certainly an adjustment-but I hardly see him during the week since he works second shift. Maybe that’s a good thing? Maybe it will keep us sane-not that we fight like crazy or anything. We’ve had 2-3 fights since he moved in. I guess that’s not bad-I think we are just getting used to each other? I think this relationship is def. forever though. I can’t believe January will be 6 years. Whoa. And I think my mom may help him buy a car. God, my mother is the most generous person I know. Lucas doesn’t make much money, has always had problems with cars, is always stressing out about his car b/c its always broken, he can’t get to work, has no money to fix it. If he just had a car that worked-I know it would make him happy. So yeah, my mom I think is going to help him do the cash for klunkers thing. I hope it goes through…he really could use a new car. His car has 220,000 miles on it. And this is the best car he has ever had but it’s still leaking antifreeze and shit.
I think this would make him much happier. Last night there was such a lightening show outside-but it wasn’t raining yet. We just sat on the porch and watched the lightening and enjoyed each other’s company. It was nice +)
I love him very much and hope our living arrangements workout. I also hope one day I will stop puking. =/