I have one nerve left, and I do not suggest getting on it.
I'm definitely having one of those months.
If I can get through this weekend, specifically today, without killing anyone or my head caving in completely, I shall be *very* grateful indeed.
BTW: For those of you with Droids, are you experiencing texting issues? Myself and others have reported hitting send, thinking all was well, then hours later seeing that it's just been sitting there "sending" the whole time. My battery got completely drained the other day while a picture msg sat pending for several hours. I also never received msgs sent from someone I was waiting to hear from last nite who has the same phone/OS version that I do, and was quite irritated about it before I knew what the problem was. If it's not just a random glitch in my area, I'll call Verizon.
I severely hate waiting. It's one thing to allow processes to unfold naturally, to see what occurs in the general scheme of things... but when you find yourself CONSTANTLY waiting on other people, day in, day out, it fucking *wears* on you. I've always been terrible with having things hang over my head, but lately, I've nearly been driven 'round the bend. And a lot of it has been unavoidable: waiting for Dr's appointments, to heal & feel better, etc. But other times it's such stupid stuff: simple miscommunication, crappy conflicting work schedules, the aforementioned Droid fail, etc. But when I heard yesterday that Mercury was just coming out of retrograde, I wanted to throw a giant party.
I know The Universe is trying to teach me to develop more patience and deal better with feeling vulnerable, but when this seems like the theme song of your life... well, that is just SAD.
*grumbledy*
In Happier n00z:
~ My evil dreamz are easing up, as is the general feeling of being stuck in the wrong timestream/Universe.
~ Some unresolved BS will most likely be resolved within a matter of hours from the time I type this, which will do wonders for my stress level.
~ There are 2 jobs that are interested in me; one is very close, the other is ridiculously far but not hard to access via bus, and both offer benefits
~ London is AWESOME, and makes the world immensely better just by existing, but especially by doing so in my immediate vicinity. <3
~ I just got my unemployment letter, and I'm eligible :) knew i would be, but was hoping it wouldn't involve too much red tape. my case is still being processed but I hope to get my next payment as soon as next week.
And of course, tomorrow is Dorian's Parlor, which I will be working, as part of the nefarious Circuit Six crew, making sure audio & lighting and all those new-fangled shenaniganz are up & running smoothly.
A mere $20 gets you a fee drink ticket, loadz of quality snackage, 2 awesome bands, a fashion show the likes of which I doubt you've ever seen, and performances by beautiful belly dancers as well as a swordfight performed by my London, of the aforementioned Awesomeness.
There will also be snazzilicious portrait photography by hughcasey and all sorts of awesome vendors, selling antiques, apparel, curiosities, and more.
:D
Hope to see you there!
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If I can get through this weekend, specifically today, without killing anyone or my head caving in completely, I shall be *very* grateful indeed.
BTW: For those of you with Droids, are you experiencing texting issues? Myself and others have reported hitting send, thinking all was well, then hours later seeing that it's just been sitting there "sending" the whole time. My battery got completely drained the other day while a picture msg sat pending for several hours. I also never received msgs sent from someone I was waiting to hear from last nite who has the same phone/OS version that I do, and was quite irritated about it before I knew what the problem was. If it's not just a random glitch in my area, I'll call Verizon.
I severely hate waiting. It's one thing to allow processes to unfold naturally, to see what occurs in the general scheme of things... but when you find yourself CONSTANTLY waiting on other people, day in, day out, it fucking *wears* on you. I've always been terrible with having things hang over my head, but lately, I've nearly been driven 'round the bend. And a lot of it has been unavoidable: waiting for Dr's appointments, to heal & feel better, etc. But other times it's such stupid stuff: simple miscommunication, crappy conflicting work schedules, the aforementioned Droid fail, etc. But when I heard yesterday that Mercury was just coming out of retrograde, I wanted to throw a giant party.
I know The Universe is trying to teach me to develop more patience and deal better with feeling vulnerable, but when this seems like the theme song of your life... well, that is just SAD.
*grumbledy*
In Happier n00z:
~ My evil dreamz are easing up, as is the general feeling of being stuck in the wrong timestream/Universe.
~ Some unresolved BS will most likely be resolved within a matter of hours from the time I type this, which will do wonders for my stress level.
~ There are 2 jobs that are interested in me; one is very close, the other is ridiculously far but not hard to access via bus, and both offer benefits
~ London is AWESOME, and makes the world immensely better just by existing, but especially by doing so in my immediate vicinity. <3
~ I just got my unemployment letter, and I'm eligible :) knew i would be, but was hoping it wouldn't involve too much red tape. my case is still being processed but I hope to get my next payment as soon as next week.
And of course, tomorrow is Dorian's Parlor, which I will be working, as part of the nefarious Circuit Six crew, making sure audio & lighting and all those new-fangled shenaniganz are up & running smoothly.
A mere $20 gets you a fee drink ticket, loadz of quality snackage, 2 awesome bands, a fashion show the likes of which I doubt you've ever seen, and performances by beautiful belly dancers as well as a swordfight performed by my London, of the aforementioned Awesomeness.
There will also be snazzilicious portrait photography by hughcasey and all sorts of awesome vendors, selling antiques, apparel, curiosities, and more.
:D
Hope to see you there!
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