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Dear Universe:
Thanks for helping things to quiet down and chill a bit this week. I have been having a lovely and wonderful time just relaxing, catching up on all the sleep i didn't get this past month, and getting to know the new, interesting, and unusual people in my life.
I feel pretty well-prepared to face the challenges ahead in the next few weeks. Most of them will be fun and educational, and I know I'll handle them well. It's nice to feel more confident after a period of rather blarghful processing and painful letting go. I feel like I've really been able to leave all of last year behind, and am moving forward into far better things.
You sure read between the lines of that one letter I sent you, btw... There has been such loveliness recently, from the most unexpected of sources... Thanks as well for the way things got smoothed out with relative ease where the situation could have become quite massively awkward. Just goes to show that even relatively analytic & and self aware individuals have a lot to learn about what they think they want, and what is really best for them. ;) I'm not expecting anything to be written in stone here, but know that this is just what I needed for the time being, and in one way or another, I'm sure what I'm looking for is just right around the next bend.
On that note, I am lucky to have it so good these days. I'm sitting here in my warm and comfy bed in a house I love,enjoying *delicious* vegan fajitas left over from being taken out to dinner last night, smiling at the thought of being blessed with such good friends and such happie things to look forward to on the horizon, and I think the somewhat difficult decisions I've been making lately have been the right ones. It feels as though my vision is clearer, and I am better able to see the reality of situations and consider happiness for the long term, instead of just hoping for the best and rolling with however things end up. I feel like a real live adult right now, and somehow that's not terrifying. :P I guess it's because i still don't plan on ever growing up at heart.
I'd really appreciate if this could be a positive, productive kind of summer... there's so much I would like to do/get done, and i could use help in maintaining my focus and using the time as wisely as possible. That goes for the present, also.
{{{with big hugs & eternal gratit00d}}}
~~Gwyddon
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Thanks for helping things to quiet down and chill a bit this week. I have been having a lovely and wonderful time just relaxing, catching up on all the sleep i didn't get this past month, and getting to know the new, interesting, and unusual people in my life.
I feel pretty well-prepared to face the challenges ahead in the next few weeks. Most of them will be fun and educational, and I know I'll handle them well. It's nice to feel more confident after a period of rather blarghful processing and painful letting go. I feel like I've really been able to leave all of last year behind, and am moving forward into far better things.
You sure read between the lines of that one letter I sent you, btw... There has been such loveliness recently, from the most unexpected of sources... Thanks as well for the way things got smoothed out with relative ease where the situation could have become quite massively awkward. Just goes to show that even relatively analytic & and self aware individuals have a lot to learn about what they think they want, and what is really best for them. ;) I'm not expecting anything to be written in stone here, but know that this is just what I needed for the time being, and in one way or another, I'm sure what I'm looking for is just right around the next bend.
On that note, I am lucky to have it so good these days. I'm sitting here in my warm and comfy bed in a house I love,enjoying *delicious* vegan fajitas left over from being taken out to dinner last night, smiling at the thought of being blessed with such good friends and such happie things to look forward to on the horizon, and I think the somewhat difficult decisions I've been making lately have been the right ones. It feels as though my vision is clearer, and I am better able to see the reality of situations and consider happiness for the long term, instead of just hoping for the best and rolling with however things end up. I feel like a real live adult right now, and somehow that's not terrifying. :P I guess it's because i still don't plan on ever growing up at heart.
I'd really appreciate if this could be a positive, productive kind of summer... there's so much I would like to do/get done, and i could use help in maintaining my focus and using the time as wisely as possible. That goes for the present, also.
{{{with big hugs & eternal gratit00d}}}
~~Gwyddon
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