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i am millie sitting on eggs. my biological self is at war with my rational self right now. it is kind of vulgar to say so, but my main drive in my body is telling me "get fucked get fucked get fucked" which i assume means that i am hurting for a pregnancy. which is not something i actually want, it's just what my biological clock wants. and i'm not even at my prime level of horniness right now, they say that happens when you are 30. the good lord only knows what will become of me at that point. i don't know what to do with myself, i am such a whore. i feel as though i am constantly battling with whore-y thoughts. but not actions. yet. i am worried about my whore-y thoughts and what kind of actions they could turn into if my rational thoughts are not babysitting the pesky biological ones. you can't catch me, whore-y thoughts!