change..it scares me
All sorts of thoughts racing
Ideas of not staying in San Fran forever.
Where to go?
Seattle and Austin are both options, even though I’ve never been to either.
Soon?
Who knows.
Probably not.
Just contemplating futures I never saw.
Getting anxious at the mere thought.
Why do I fear change but desire it all at the same time?
I have a life here.
A solid core group of friends.
An external group of friends whom I love as well
4 years in the making
I’m not one for picking up and leaving…never have been. Only left once (high school to college doesn’t count)
But I might want to.
Scary.
Exciting.
Pre-mature.
Ideas of not staying in San Fran forever.
Where to go?
Seattle and Austin are both options, even though I’ve never been to either.
Soon?
Who knows.
Probably not.
Just contemplating futures I never saw.
Getting anxious at the mere thought.
Why do I fear change but desire it all at the same time?
I have a life here.
A solid core group of friends.
An external group of friends whom I love as well
4 years in the making
I’m not one for picking up and leaving…never have been. Only left once (high school to college doesn’t count)
But I might want to.
Scary.
Exciting.
Pre-mature.