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have had the flu since monday. Lou was taking care of me - he left for ireland thursday. my flu got worse so i asked my parents to pick me up, then it got better with some penicillin so i told them nevermind.... and now it's late and i'm at lou's house and he's across the ocean and i'm still sick and one of my ears is clogged and i can't hear anything and i'm paranoid about being in the house alone anyway.
i love him, and i just really need him here. i really want him here. i love that he's in ireland, it's great for him but i need him back soon. i'm sleeping in his bed right now in his room and it isn't the same. of course it isn't the same. i thought it would be a pseudo comfort though and it's kind of more like a reminder that he's not coming back for a little while.
i need my ear to pop. really bad. this is one of the most frustrating sensations, ever
have had the flu since monday. Lou was taking care of me - he left for ireland thursday. my flu got worse so i asked my parents to pick me up, then it got better with some penicillin so i told them nevermind.... and now it's late and i'm at lou's house and he's across the ocean and i'm still sick and one of my ears is clogged and i can't hear anything and i'm paranoid about being in the house alone anyway.
i love him, and i just really need him here. i really want him here. i love that he's in ireland, it's great for him but i need him back soon. i'm sleeping in his bed right now in his room and it isn't the same. of course it isn't the same. i thought it would be a pseudo comfort though and it's kind of more like a reminder that he's not coming back for a little while.
i need my ear to pop. really bad. this is one of the most frustrating sensations, ever