Emotions...part II (follow up)
Well well, just when I think I can get my way...
I am crushed and kicked to the side. *sigh*
I don't think I have ever had the joy of finally getting the balls to fess up about my love for a person whom I thought had faded but alas it still remains, only to have him say that well... I should have spoken up sooner.
I didn't know in a matter of three weeks that someone could date someone new and lose all love for their old girlfriend. WOW.
Then again, I guess I didn't know a lot of things about a mature love. One that isn't selfish, and well, I was before- sounds like this is the worst birthday present that will continue teaching me a lesson that I won't forget for a very long time. Me, not get my way? What the fuck is THAT?!!
Suppressing emotion isn't a good thing- it's biting me in the ass now. I don't cry but I think that is the best thing to do at this time because, well, for once I am going to act accordingly to how I feel.
Shit now this entry sounds like a "woa is me" plea but the past few weeks, the past one leading up to my birthday, have been significant. What to do now?
I am crushed and kicked to the side. *sigh*
I don't think I have ever had the joy of finally getting the balls to fess up about my love for a person whom I thought had faded but alas it still remains, only to have him say that well... I should have spoken up sooner.
I didn't know in a matter of three weeks that someone could date someone new and lose all love for their old girlfriend. WOW.
Then again, I guess I didn't know a lot of things about a mature love. One that isn't selfish, and well, I was before- sounds like this is the worst birthday present that will continue teaching me a lesson that I won't forget for a very long time. Me, not get my way? What the fuck is THAT?!!
Suppressing emotion isn't a good thing- it's biting me in the ass now. I don't cry but I think that is the best thing to do at this time because, well, for once I am going to act accordingly to how I feel.
Shit now this entry sounds like a "woa is me" plea but the past few weeks, the past one leading up to my birthday, have been significant. What to do now?