Trying to numb the pain inside my soul...

[gwen]

I thought it was something I was missing, I guess I was wrong.

I don't feel any better for having done it.

I feel like crap today, but that's mainly owing to my hangover. Yes, hangover. On a Tuesday. Boo.

I still feel empty...

I've spent my life running from the emptiness that haunts me
And I've spent my whole life trying to fuck the loneliness away
And I die inside when I think of all the people that I've damaged
I'm tired, I'm so tired and there's no one else except myself to blame