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Dec 04, 2005 23:49

Gah, I don't know why I feel so crap at the end of a nice, relaxing week end ( Read more... )

goals, 2005, christmas, rejection, unemployment, emo rant, the past

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maneofcrimson December 4 2005, 18:07:30 UTC
Out of all the bad you did also get the boi in 2005. That has to be a possitive. And there is nothing wrong with being on antidepressents just to get thru a stent in life. I had to, I saw them as a tool to make me see clearly without emotional blurriness. And when I was thru it I was weaned off. I don't regret it and Im not ashamed of it either.

You need to take 'rejection' as a lesson to be learned from. And you need to appropriatly lable what is rejection and what isn't. Everything happens for a reason, be it good or bad. Bad is to make you learn something really deep and hard about yourself.

This is not bad this is simply a challenge, an obstical to get around or over or under or thru. You were not 'rejected' just simply allowed the freedom to choose what you were contemplating anyway. Yes it sux you didn't decide this end but maybe it's telling you that you should have rather than riding it out. But on the other hand you had to see what would happen right?

I know it's not easy but if life were easy you would be bored like when you visit your family in the middle of nowhere. Be thankful for the knowledge you gained by working there and apply it to someplace new and a bit more challenging.

Make that resume fancy. Think of every little thing you did them apply different more impressive words to the action and you'll sound like a million bucks. Besides, its not like you were fired or you have to make up some BS as to why you left your last job....they screwed up and had to let go one of their start performers. It's their loss and you can use that to your advantage.

Chin up chicky. Change the way you look at things and it will change the way you feel. If you want to stop the sting of 'rejection' that isn't really an out right slam over the head because of who you are then you have to see it for what it is. Life is tooooooo short to continually remember every rejection you have ever felt and explode the horrid feeling ten fold.

There is no point in being self destructive. You say you are out of control of it but you actually have TOTAL control over this if nothing else. How it effects you is totally your decision. Self destruct or self impower? Your choice.

Tommorrow is another day that you have the choice of feeling good about or bad but it is all within your control.

Ppl love you and they dont want to see u in pain. Dont let uneccessary pain exist within you. Feel it, go thru it, let it go... *Tuesdays with Maurry, excellent book, and it's short lol*

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