Change
Well.
A lot has changed. my posting consistency hasn't...
I love livejournal but I guess I'm just more partial to the community than my own thoughts and personal drama.
I'm posting an update however.
I am 22.
I am about to go to Amman, Jordan, where I will be studying arabic for 5 weeks.
I graduated from college.
I am currently in a delicious but sometimes boring state of lostness.
I've had a bad cold turned infection for a month that I can't get rid of despite numerous rounds of antibiotics. joy.
I'm trying again to lose weight, eat right, exercise, being sick doesn't help.
I broke up with my girlfriend overseas but we are on speaking terms again as of a week ago. I couldn't handle the lack of communication and intense commitment and distance.
I love yoga. it's the shit.
I love watching tv. It's also the shit. and probably my nemesis for weightloss and healthy eating till I die but I couldn't really care less.
I love health but I can't seem to tame that beast.
I would like to be playing soccer or doing martial arts....
I would like to understand why I have the best friend in the world who I treat like shit and love more than anyone and yet I still want to go be with everyone else...
maybe that's the only reason we still have each other though.
I'm still queer. Despite my best efforts. (kidding. I love you NY).
I'm ok with not knowing.
When people ask me what I will do now I say "keep living."
Keep living.
A lot has changed. my posting consistency hasn't...
I love livejournal but I guess I'm just more partial to the community than my own thoughts and personal drama.
I'm posting an update however.
I am 22.
I am about to go to Amman, Jordan, where I will be studying arabic for 5 weeks.
I graduated from college.
I am currently in a delicious but sometimes boring state of lostness.
I've had a bad cold turned infection for a month that I can't get rid of despite numerous rounds of antibiotics. joy.
I'm trying again to lose weight, eat right, exercise, being sick doesn't help.
I broke up with my girlfriend overseas but we are on speaking terms again as of a week ago. I couldn't handle the lack of communication and intense commitment and distance.
I love yoga. it's the shit.
I love watching tv. It's also the shit. and probably my nemesis for weightloss and healthy eating till I die but I couldn't really care less.
I love health but I can't seem to tame that beast.
I would like to be playing soccer or doing martial arts....
I would like to understand why I have the best friend in the world who I treat like shit and love more than anyone and yet I still want to go be with everyone else...
maybe that's the only reason we still have each other though.
I'm still queer. Despite my best efforts. (kidding. I love you NY).
I'm ok with not knowing.
When people ask me what I will do now I say "keep living."
Keep living.