Ok, so today isn't quite shaping up to be better than yesterday. That's not good.
Ok, yesterday was by far, one of the worst days of my life. I will explain everything, but a breif over view for your time limits: crazy people, bad math class, shattered windshield, cancled lunch w/ someone coolio, deep thought in therapy, frustrating dance class, speeding ticket. the only decent thing about yesterday was dinner w/ janel, and coffee w/ Mike. That was about it.
Crazy people: well, just that. fucking crazy. I don't even know what to say about that. well, i do, but i'm not going too. if you want to know about this one, well, you're going to have to ask, and be prepared for me to say no, i won't tell you.
bad math class: also self explanitory. It is just bad. i don't do math. let along statistics. i just don't. my brain isn't wired that way. that's why i'm in fucking social work. i love it, NO ACEDEMICS. non. what so ever. all i need to do is care, and i do. so i'm a perfect fit.
shattered windshild: on my way home from bad math class, a large vehicle kicked up a large rock, saw it come flying at my car. hit my windshield and went through both panes of class. wich caused me a pain in the ass! but whatever. i have to get it fixed today, which will be expencieve. a lot actually. but it's bad. not even driveable. i had to take amanda's car yesterday to my dance class
cancled lunch: Mr. Harvey, my counslor from middle/high school, i was supposed to have lunch w/ him, but he called my house b/c he never puts my direct line in his phone, called to say he had to cancle. ass bag!
deep thoughs in therapy: this has been quite the summer personal growth. and it sucks. this summer, i'm doing nothing but looking at myself, and picking put all the things i need to work on. lets just say i need more than just this summer, but this is all i got. i've my self on a deadline, and i don't think i'm going to make it.
frustrating dance class: normally i don't get everything on the first try. and that's fine. but my day has sucked so much at this point, i freaked out a bit at dance, which just added to my anger and sheer hate for that particular tuesday!
And lastly, speeding ticket: i was on 94, rockin' out to my country music, in amanda's car b/c mine was undriveable. so i'm rockn' out, driving, and all of sudden i see red lights and blue state car. FUCKING STATE COPS AT THE END OF THE MONTH. all he was doing was meeting his quota. THAT'S ALL!!!!! but whatever. this just gets added to the things i have to pay for. which is a lot. i think between this, and someother things, everything comes to 500 dollars. that means that i am not spending anything for the rest of the summer. it's all going into my bank account to i can build up my savings again. this is not only the first time in three years that i have been under 2000 dollars, the first time in over three years that i have been under 1000 dollars. and i am kind of freakin' out a bit. quite a bit.
Crazy people: well, just that. fucking crazy. I don't even know what to say about that. well, i do, but i'm not going too. if you want to know about this one, well, you're going to have to ask, and be prepared for me to say no, i won't tell you.
bad math class: also self explanitory. It is just bad. i don't do math. let along statistics. i just don't. my brain isn't wired that way. that's why i'm in fucking social work. i love it, NO ACEDEMICS. non. what so ever. all i need to do is care, and i do. so i'm a perfect fit.
shattered windshild: on my way home from bad math class, a large vehicle kicked up a large rock, saw it come flying at my car. hit my windshield and went through both panes of class. wich caused me a pain in the ass! but whatever. i have to get it fixed today, which will be expencieve. a lot actually. but it's bad. not even driveable. i had to take amanda's car yesterday to my dance class
cancled lunch: Mr. Harvey, my counslor from middle/high school, i was supposed to have lunch w/ him, but he called my house b/c he never puts my direct line in his phone, called to say he had to cancle. ass bag!
deep thoughs in therapy: this has been quite the summer personal growth. and it sucks. this summer, i'm doing nothing but looking at myself, and picking put all the things i need to work on. lets just say i need more than just this summer, but this is all i got. i've my self on a deadline, and i don't think i'm going to make it.
frustrating dance class: normally i don't get everything on the first try. and that's fine. but my day has sucked so much at this point, i freaked out a bit at dance, which just added to my anger and sheer hate for that particular tuesday!
And lastly, speeding ticket: i was on 94, rockin' out to my country music, in amanda's car b/c mine was undriveable. so i'm rockn' out, driving, and all of sudden i see red lights and blue state car. FUCKING STATE COPS AT THE END OF THE MONTH. all he was doing was meeting his quota. THAT'S ALL!!!!! but whatever. this just gets added to the things i have to pay for. which is a lot. i think between this, and someother things, everything comes to 500 dollars. that means that i am not spending anything for the rest of the summer. it's all going into my bank account to i can build up my savings again. this is not only the first time in three years that i have been under 2000 dollars, the first time in over three years that i have been under 1000 dollars. and i am kind of freakin' out a bit. quite a bit.