...hmm, been some time, huh?
Hey. Things have been quite crazy lately. And oddly enough, I do have some down time, but when I have it, I'm so blah, I just sit there and make it look like i'm watching tv, but not really. just kind of zoning. but a lot has been going on. first off, my job. ann taylor loft, it isn't the job that i don't like, and it is some of the girls that i don't like, but mostly, it's the fact that it's still so damn intimidating. I mean, i've been there almost three weeks now, and i know what i'm doing for the most part, but sometimes, i go in and i can't help but feel out of place and so freakin' unwelcome. and i don't like that, and i don't really have anyone to talk to about it. two out of the three managers i have are a part of this problem. so we'll see, maybe i'll get better. and if not, well then i only have two months left before i can put in my two weeks and go away again forever back to ypsi. i have to work today, and saddly, i'm kind of dredding it. i was supposed to work maybe on sunday, but i was on call. and one of the managers that doesnt' like me picked up the phone, and i think that's why she told me to not come in, becuse i really believe that she doesn't like me. i have no idea how busy they were on sunday, but it was sunday, sunday's aren't a slow day at the mall. sunday is most womens shopping day, and we're a womens clothing store...duh.
oh well, i'm hoping to get over this. secondly, i got my ears pierced again. i was in the mood. sara and i were at lunch where she works at olive garden, and then we went to great lakes crossing, and we walked passed the clairs, and we went in because i wanted two more holes in my ears. they don't hurt, but the constant tug on them from my hair is a bit lame. i like it though, i think it looks better... but now i'm thinking about going all the way up my right ear. becuase now i've got the two on the bottom, the one on top, and space fore two more in between. who knows, maybe next year. i want to be able to give blood sometime soon. (meaning 6 months. lol)
not a whole lot else is going on. i had a little show for my belly dancing in AA. nothing major, just something small and something that was for the teachers and other students. and we had a few groups come in and dance for us too. there i met a lady named Janice Reily. and she is a solo performer and also teaches private lessons for 30 an hour. she said she wanted to work with me so badly because she think i have great potential and a natural skill for it that she is willing to take the price down for me to 15 an hour. HALF OFF. so if my budgets next years allows me to do so, then yes, yes i will. i will take reagular belly dancing, and solo dancing to do drum work and other such ethnic things. EXCITMENT.
that's about, work, school, belly dancing, and the occasional not-liking of my job. more to come, maybe, if anything else happens. later.
oh well, i'm hoping to get over this. secondly, i got my ears pierced again. i was in the mood. sara and i were at lunch where she works at olive garden, and then we went to great lakes crossing, and we walked passed the clairs, and we went in because i wanted two more holes in my ears. they don't hurt, but the constant tug on them from my hair is a bit lame. i like it though, i think it looks better... but now i'm thinking about going all the way up my right ear. becuase now i've got the two on the bottom, the one on top, and space fore two more in between. who knows, maybe next year. i want to be able to give blood sometime soon. (meaning 6 months. lol)
not a whole lot else is going on. i had a little show for my belly dancing in AA. nothing major, just something small and something that was for the teachers and other students. and we had a few groups come in and dance for us too. there i met a lady named Janice Reily. and she is a solo performer and also teaches private lessons for 30 an hour. she said she wanted to work with me so badly because she think i have great potential and a natural skill for it that she is willing to take the price down for me to 15 an hour. HALF OFF. so if my budgets next years allows me to do so, then yes, yes i will. i will take reagular belly dancing, and solo dancing to do drum work and other such ethnic things. EXCITMENT.
that's about, work, school, belly dancing, and the occasional not-liking of my job. more to come, maybe, if anything else happens. later.