i logged in tonight and scrolled through all my old posts and all the old comments. it made me hella nostalgic. i mean it was 15 years ago that we were all posting to these things. when i created this there was no facebook or myspace(though that one came around pretty soon after), no instagram or twitter or smartphones. we had AIM and our dial up ( Read more... )

...Hi. Seven years later.

constant "bitching and moaning" is the most annoying thing in the world.

maybe i should stop. life really isn't that bad. haha.

and things just keep getting worse. wtf.

i really, really can't express how bad of a mood i'm in.

where do i go from here?

i'm laughing about it because i know it doesn't really matter. things never seem to go in my favor, except my job. but that's okay. something will eventually. for now i'll just accept all the let-downs that come my way, i suppose. i havn't any better ideas ( Read more... )

God is so perfect. everything works out.

this is the first night in a while i've gone to bed happy.

SKATE!

things are great. she didn't move to cali, thank God. haha.

also, i found a new date for prom..cause angel said she didn't want to go with me anymire, i'm taking jada. woohoo!

i'm worried about something. justin, the guy i normally play music with and skate with, is generally the kind of person that gets pissed off if things don't go exactly his way. he just asked me for his guitar back, the pos one that he doesn't really even need anymore(he's now got a les paul off brand and a fender strat) and i asked him why he need ( Read more... )

but the fact is, i'm still lonely and you don't know it yet, but that cut to the bone.