Jan 01, 2008 01:30
its new years. wooo.
i kind of dread the start of a new year, but i also kind of like it.
lets re cap my year:
-been hit
-been lied to
-been hit again
-been cheated on
-lost weight
-gained weight
-sent your sorry ass home
basically to sum it up, my year has been shitty.
i dont know why, but i just want this year to end. i can tell its going to be a bad one. i hate who ive become, and i just wish everything would change. i deep down hate you, and i wish i had never met you.
2007 has been the worst year of my life.
i have the lowest self confidence ever, and i just want to go to bed and never wake up.
on the bright side, i can now stay out later.
i dont know what to do with myself. i feel ive just let everything go when its so important.
im responsible.
i dont drink, i dont smoke.
fuck, i dont know anymore.
my life is all fucked up, and i just want to be happy with who i am and where im going.
cheers,
brittney
happy 2008 everybody,
hopefully this year is a happy one.
doubt it though