Another one. It helps.
I dont know where it went wrong. But all i know is that i deserve to be treated differently. Im not sure whethere your going to just shrug this off, or if its actually over. I dont want it to be over, and i dont want you to just shrugg this off. It needs to hit you hard like everything hits me hard. ITs time for me to stop apologizing to you, and for you to apologize to me. Even though you may not think you need to apologize to me, you do. Everything that has happened, all the time you've called me stupid, all the times you've yelled at me making everything seem like its my fault. Its not my fault. I wouldnt bring this onto myself, but i just want you to realize what this has done to me. And i dont want you to say "well find someone else who makes you happier" because i dont. I dont want anyone else, but you.
Stresss, is a word, and feeling, that i get a lot. It seems like i was the only person working to save this relationship, because it seemed like i was the only one who cared. And i want you to care. I want things to change, i want you to realize, grasp the fact and understand eveyrthing about me, where im comming from, and what you do to me.
Im not sure if ive told you this all before, but its all comming out know. And i dont want you to interrupt me, and i dont want you to say something mean after, i just want you to sit and think. Thats what i do a lot of.
I want you to take all this in, and i want you to really understand, and apologize. Because you owe me one big one. Its so hard for me, but i want that to go away, i just want me and you together. And im not begging, im telling you how i feel, because you cant act like this. I dont know why you do it, but i dont want eveyrthing turned on me, i dont want to be the bad guy, and its never my fault. You blow things out of proportion sometimes, and i hated it, because i always felt like it was my fault.
listen to me. listen to everything i have to say, because its important to me.
your im portant to me.
I cant just leave this, it means a lot to me. you mean a lot to me, and as hard as telling you this is, i have to do it.
Im brave, im stong, im confident.
something i havent felt in a while.
forever and always, you know it.
brittney.
Stresss, is a word, and feeling, that i get a lot. It seems like i was the only person working to save this relationship, because it seemed like i was the only one who cared. And i want you to care. I want things to change, i want you to realize, grasp the fact and understand eveyrthing about me, where im comming from, and what you do to me.
Im not sure if ive told you this all before, but its all comming out know. And i dont want you to interrupt me, and i dont want you to say something mean after, i just want you to sit and think. Thats what i do a lot of.
I want you to take all this in, and i want you to really understand, and apologize. Because you owe me one big one. Its so hard for me, but i want that to go away, i just want me and you together. And im not begging, im telling you how i feel, because you cant act like this. I dont know why you do it, but i dont want eveyrthing turned on me, i dont want to be the bad guy, and its never my fault. You blow things out of proportion sometimes, and i hated it, because i always felt like it was my fault.
listen to me. listen to everything i have to say, because its important to me.
your im portant to me.
I cant just leave this, it means a lot to me. you mean a lot to me, and as hard as telling you this is, i have to do it.
Im brave, im stong, im confident.
something i havent felt in a while.
forever and always, you know it.
brittney.