I Wish You Could Save Me
I need you
here with me
breathing
wanting you--To Benny--
Anyways, today is going fine..cept for the fact that I had a mental break down...which sucks. and i think i should go to the hospital...but fuck it..North Carolina is gonna be fun. Agrh, I hate making myself throw up...its fucking gross.
my blades are my sanity
I gotta pack today too. Leaving wed. or 2 days...and I can't wait. Well, I'm gonna go..
I wish Benny was here to so he could hold me in his arms and i could cry...and forget about everyone else.