I Feel Like Having A Mental Break Down....And Then Get Put In A Straight Jacket
Amanda I want you to draw me the pic with “Pipster=Better” hehe. I'll hang it on my wall.
Okay, At lunch today when we were outside i layed on the ground(like I always do) and Amanda put one leg on each side of me and stood over me. That made me super happi(amanda's word). School was fine today, got our midterm grades today. I'll write set it up the way the Teachers have it..
Subject Grade Effort/Attitude
English 86 1, 9
Pre-Alegbra 90 1, 9
Science 75 2, 9
US History 86 2, 9
Reading 85 2, 9
Art 87 2, 9
I got comments too...all good ones too. Most of them say they like how I look at life and how I'm not afraid to be who I am. Stuff like that. :) Super happi, now I gotta keep my grades up. Only 1 month to go...not even 29 counting weekends and 20 not counting weekends. Plus I have Field Day, and Graduation Day and Field Trip Day too. Soo that's another 3 less days off. And next week I am on VK to North Carolina sooo thats 3 more days off. WOO!
Tomorrow...Amanda and Billi are coming over for my birthday. Renting movies...I got a list...if you saw them comment this entry and tell me what you thought...
Ginger Snaps (The first movie and the second one)
Elephant
The Eternal
Pact With The Devil
Pieces Of April
Scary Movie 3
Also, if you have any good horror movie titles tell me...and I'll get them too. Pizza, PopKoRn, Movies and Ice Cream Fest!! lol Its going to be a fun night, maybe Billi can sleep over....that would kick ass.
Well, Amanda misses us being cuddly....or whatever...and i miss it too. Like when we watched a movie we would curl up together. :) Damn, i really miss that. Movies use to be our life. Dances and Movies....now we lost them both but now we're bringing back MOVIES!!! YAY!!
I wonder how she did with her poems. hehehe. OMFG!!! 5 MORE FUCKING DAYS UNTIL MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY and NOT TO MENTION SLIPKNOT'S NEW FUCKING CD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hell yeah!!!!
In art I'm drawing my name and the letters are cut up and shit and in the background is Slipknot's pentagram...hehe..and they're weird S. The teacher thinks it cool. Man, I worked hard on that.
http://www.azlyrics.com/s/slipknot.html slipknot new cd lyrics...hell yeah.
"This is not my world
This is not my fate
This is something more
This is not my life
This is not my revolution
This is not my convolution
This is not my expectation
This is not my desperation"--Slipknot--
"Need change, watching all the conflicts
Constrict, push the fist in, squeeze it
I can not resist, claws and fist
Remember, remember
You take the rivalries
And never ??
I have the worst possession
What I want is so insensitive
Stay out and be abused
Cause this is so confused
I only want to be
Left over, now run away"--Slipknot--
Just some quotes from the new Slipknot cd!!! hehe. Here's other bands...
"This day could be the worst one yet
I just won't relax I can't catch my breath
Because I'm sick and tired of you'll be fine
Well how do you know, can you read minds"--Shinedown--
"Have you ever felt lost inside so unloved within that you almost die? Have you ever stepped out of the light and realized there's a stranger inside?"--Shinedown--
"The hate and the fear
The nightmares that wake me up
In tears
The nightmares and (the hate)..."--Smile Empty Soul--
"I don't wanna live like my mother
I don't wanna let fear rule my life
and I don't wanna live like my father
I don't wanna give up before I die"--Smile Empty Soul--
"when I have kids
I won't put any chains on their wrists, I won't
I'll tell them this
there's nothing in this world that you can't be if you want it enough"--Smile Empty Soul--
"Love is all around you, your universe is full
But in my world, there is only you"--SR 71--
Thats all....sorry!!