The Sweet Kiss Of The Blade. The Quiet Blood Droplets Hitting The Floor. Save Me Before I'm Gone.
Today was fine...all done with MCAS (thank god) and I dunno if im gonna go to the semi. And right now I feel like breaking down and crying and slicing. But if can't cuz then I would break the deal with Amanda. And that would suck.
I've been listening to So by Static-X for the pass week. I have tears falling down my cheeks. And the blade is calling me and I'm fucking ignoring it...For Amanda, For Benny, For Gareth, For Billi, and For Taylor.
I'm empty inside. I'm dieing, I'm crying!!!! Save me before I'm to far away. I think I'm going to do it....It's going to be deep...Sorry.....I am...I really am.
<3 Forever Broken <3
<3 Forever Crying <3