This Vicious Circle...
Ive about had with this house. All the fucking time, "things never change" or "we cant trust you". After all this goddam time try to make myself into a better person. To actually try and change the way I am. Why should I care now? After constantly hearing the same bullshit over and over again I'm starting to wonder why I even bother. Why I waste my time doing something that will not affect how people see me. I give it another month or so then I'm outta here. Ive had it. Fuck it all and no regrets. Ever. If being a better person is hopeless for me then I'll just get outta you way. Even if you cant make it on your own. I really dont care where you end up anymore. Im all outta care. Love can kiss my ass........