Jun 09, 2009 13:52
well ive been away from here for awhile. no surprise there.. but im having a bad day today, or bad night last night. or idk. i leave for college in 2 weeks. very soon, pretty crazy. ive been making some crazy ass mistakes about some crazy ass shit with girls and basically at this point ive put myself into an emotional situation where im kind of a wreck. nice how i keep doing that to myself right? its whatever.
oh yea, i had shoulder surgery on my left labrum on feb 13 (friday the 13th lol) and thennn i just got cleared from that the other day so im actually working out a little bit as i write this. and ive been wakeboarding lately. louie is pretty much my best friend. albali and trimble hooked up, which is real fucked up. but whatever. hoff is always with his girlfriend and has a 75 dollar check of mine, i was hooking up with meagan for awhile until something happened (which im sure i wont forget so i wont even write it) andd i dated nicole for about a month and now i miss her and we are hanging out tonight so i guess well see how that goes idk whats gonna happen because i leave in two weeks and neither of us wants a long distance relationship but we both miss eachother so idk what the hells gonna happen and its killing me right now.
and i cant find my fucking sketch book which is really pissing me off because i wanted to draw stuff. i found one of my others so ended up drawing in that one but still. im missing a lot of my work and its making me really mad.